When I was just entering into high school I remember a talk
given by President Hinckley about scripture study. He passed by the usual topic
of the importance of reading the scriptures, shared some of the stories we all
know and love, and everything appeared to be just a normal run-of-the-mill talk
on scriptures. Unfortunately, when talks go that direction I have a bad habit
of tuning out the speaker and start thinking about other things, but luckily
enough for me President Hinckley then said a phrase that has stuck with me to
this day. I can’t find the talk he gave today but the words were similar to
this; “I promise that if you read the Book of Mormon daily, you will be given
the strength to resist any temptation from the adversary that may come upon
you.”
To me there are 8 or so life changing events that remove us
from one comfort zone and place us in another. For example birth if an obvious one, then
starting school for the first time, getting baptized, receiving the priesthood,
starting high school, leaving home for the first time to either college or a
mission, getting married, and starting a family. Each time one of these events
pass by the need to fit in, to find yourself, and change to fit the new
environment grows. We can no longer be the old person that fit in with the
previous life section. I feel that Satan knows this all too well, and attacks
harder at those who are in these transition stages.
At the time of President Hinckley’s talk I was in one of
those transition stages just entering high school. I needed a way for ensure my
testimony wouldn’t falter, a way to enter that stage of life confident and
focused on making it to the next without stumbling. His promise to me and to
all was my insurance plan. As long as I did my part to read the Book of Mormon
every single day Satan would not be able to overtake me with temptations. High
school introduces us to a new world of temptations, with drugs, alcohol, sex,
language, disobedience, and much more all for that security of fitting in with
the rest of the crowd. I knew I didn’t want to have any part in those things
but also knew my weaknesses. I loved to fit in and have always had a tough time
saying no when placed in such circumstances.
I leaned on the Prophets promise and read The Book of Mormon
daily without fail. When I stepped foot in the MTC I could honestly say that I had
not missed one day of reading The Book of Mormon since his talk. Some days all I
could muster was one verse, but I would do at least that to maintain obedience
to the promise. Not reading the scriptures became as needed as eating and
sleeping. I can remember lying awake some nights having not read the scriptures
for the day and having guilt overwhelm me until I would break down and read. At
that point I came to realize two things. First, The Book of Mormon was true. How
could a false book bring so much emotion to me if it weren’t from God?
Secondly, President Hinckley’s promise also rang true. I knew I had to read if I
wanted to stay clean from sin. I feared God and that fear led me to follow his
words.
Throughout the four years of high school I can remember
several situations where I was in the oven of temptation, having choices right
before me to fall away from the teaching of the Savior, but each time I felt
strength greater than my own remove me from harm and reward me for my preparedness
in reading daily. I know that God keeps his end of promises, and he rewards
obedience. This gospel is true and The Book of Mormon protects us from the
natural man.
love reading your posts. you continue to be a great example to me and strengthen my testimony.thanks for sharing you journal.so glad you came to our family.
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